Friday, November 16, 2007

I am SEVENTEEN already. i dont really think it is exciting being one yr older. it just feels lyk any other day. only u get birthday wishes, etc...

so ya, and guess who was the first person to wish me happy bdae! it was JIAN WEI lor. nvr really kinda expected him to be the first one and dont even noe he remembers. thanks alot(= time flies. i remember when i first met jian wei, we were in SCGS at tt time, and u were running around lyk nobody business and always get scolded from the tkk teachers. Although now we are not as close as we have been last time, we are still gd frens(= and thanks alot.

To be honest, bdaes doesnt mean so much to me. i think tt other ppl's bdae meant more compared to mine. sigh)= strange right? i am a yr older now and should start changing my life around. For starters, i colour and highlighted my hair. i think tt it is ok lor. i actually wanted RED but the barber say tt red is more suitable for gals lei. i also dont noe la. so i just told him i dont want it to be so daring and he started colouring for me, and it turned out to be quite daring but is ok la.

things i am gg to change bout myself.
- be more sensitive to others.
- Think before i talk.
- be more mature( LOL )
- Stop biting my fingernails ( have been telling myself for ages and i am still biting. i will try la. no promise.)
- try not be an idiot if there's no reason to be one.

ok self reflection time.

It would be a lie if i told u tt life is gd in these seventeen yrs, it has its ups and downs. More downs actually. But i wanna thank god. he guides me thru difficult times and he brought me put of the pit.

Without god
- there is no meaning in my life anymore.
- i will probably have lesser frens( i have much more church frens den sch frens )
- i will be rotting in my life.
- life will probably sux much more.

i cant imagine myself without god in my life, Life sux but with God life doesnt sux. God planned this special day for me and i need to enjoy this day. so yah, i am gg to enjoy the day and i really hope tt this day will be a special one for me.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, CHOO SHUIN!!!

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